What you did
What you lied about
The words and actions
embedded in my mind
I can't sleep
I can't see the present
I'm blind to my own
ambitions and family

Why me
What did I do
Just because I was born
didn't give neither of you
the right to punish me
What you did didn't give me
happiness or life

I look into a mirror
and loath what I see
looking back at me
Who is this girl
I don't know her
What did she do to deseve this
Why her
Why did you do what you did

My innocence was stolen  
because of your selfish desires
Why did I have to be raped
A baby that was a virgin
A present sent to a mother and father
who loved her more than
what you demons did to her
Why damage that child
She was only four years old

The memories linger
like a cake left out in the rain
Your fingerprints and lustful touches
scaring my body from the inside
Scars that bleed beneath the surface
You can't see it
None ever do
But I see it
I fill the slight burn when
your names are said
Haunting me as though the past
was happening again

I can't breathe
I can't live
I can't focus
I need to be held
but I fear that
given the opportunity
someone else will take
advantage of the older girl
who still knows what happened
What you did to her
you sick bastards